I'm becoming a mail stalker. Yes, that was M-A-I-L, not M-A-L-E. We're expecting our I-171H forms (Immigration) to come in the mail...we think. We got a call from USCIS with a question about Mark "making his appointment" and I called her back to leave her a message that "yes, he did 'make his appointment.'" I did not hear back about what this means or if further discussion was needed. I even brought my phone to work to receive the call between 10 and 11 a.m. (the only hours she returns calls.) I have not heard one word back from USCIS about this voice message I got two weeks ago. For days I thought she had figured out the answer to her question and she didn't need me anymore. I just figured I would see the forms in the mail in the next couple of days. After a week of checking the mail box and not finding it there, I'm starting to have doubts. What if she put me at the end of a big long list of "people to call back between 10 and 11 a.m." because I failed to answer her call? If that's the case, I won't be hearing from her for quite a while I'm sure. This would further delay our sending of our dossier to Ethiopia, and in turn, delay our referral for our waiting little boy, which would delay our court date to make the little boy ours, and then delay our travel date where we bring our little boy home. So this is really NO BIG DEAL. REALLY. I'm totally fine with checking the mail EVERY day to see more junk mail, bills, and coupons to Bed Bath and Beyond (you know what I'm saying? How many coupons can they give out!)
All that aside, when I step back and try to see the broader picture, I remember that there are MANY things God is lining up across the world at this very moment. There is a mother who is deciding what she will do with her unborn or recently born child. There is a counselor or advisor who is crossing her path to encourage her to choose life and health for her baby. There is an orphanage that is making room for another baby among the dozens of cribs in their baby room. There is a volunteer that is donating more formula to the orphanage so the baby can be fed and cared for. There is an agency that is preparing to advocate for our family. There is a judge who needs a heart filled with compassion. And there is a family who needs to understand God's wisdom and love. No plan is ever standing still in God's Kingdom. There are thousands of moments that must happen in the lives of hundreds of people before Zane is ready to come home. Even if we can't see any movement, there is always action going on in the Heavenly realms. If any of these moments are missed, the plan fails...and God promises His plans NEVER fail. I'm so glad that I can rest in that. There is nothing going on right now that isn't part of the greater picture. I can and I will wait for the Lord. His timing is ALWAYS perfect.